been very busy lately... and I just had 2 weeks of good relationship. But we broke. reason? coz it was for fun and she had to go to australia for her studies. Well its been great two weeks lah. Rushing after school just to meet her. Then chill at her place. She will try to cook for me and it taste awful......she has been good to me. But the sad thing is that we have to break.
And been nagged by may parents this past weeks... beeen dannnmmmmm pissssseeeddd offfff!!!!!
God make us in pairs
- been having doubts about my life
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seiko_ren_wan- August 20th, 22:26
- Tired From Ignite
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- seiko_ren_wan
- July 26th, 9:15
calm
Well on friday I wen to my school event Ignite!. Man it was a hell of a good time. Nvr mosh like that before.I really like when Here Goes Nothing was on. The Way they twist the songs were wicked. When It was AVA's turn man the rush was in!!!!! I go crazy wthacking pushing around headbang, What A nite. BUt the next day My bloody neck starts to hurt.
On Saturday when out to look for some of my stuffs at AMK. I burn 29.90 for tht. *sigh*. Wish I could get a job......... need to buy a lot of things man. Anyways feeling kinda bored right now... so blog some other time? hahaha
Feel me kill me
heal me kill me
Let me be the one to rock the anthem
Tonight!
- FUN WITH THE CREW
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- seiko_ren_wan
- July 19th, 0:46
nostalgic
Today had an outing with old school mates...wait i'm posting this at 12 right??? So should i say yesterday?? hahaha. anyways the outing turn out to be fun lah.not everyone turn up. but thats ok i guess as only the ones that i'm close with turn up. Uno stacko was fun man nvr tot it will make me to think of more daring forfeits.
Haha..... anyways it's been longtime since i see them.Nth much has change except the fact that some of us got colored hair and what so ever.
One thing I'm sure they are still the same old guys that i use to spend my time when i was back in secondary school. being with them reminds me the old me the 'dark' me. the old me. the part of me that likes to be alone than being outside with the old world.Or in simple ters my dark past.But lucky the new me manage to cut off that part of me.
I really enjoy myself. It looks like my sentimental part is leaking. Argh!!!! hahaha
Thru Time I'll see
That what's in the past is history
What The future is unknown
But today is a gift thats why its called the present.
- To be my juliet's secret
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- seiko_ren_wan
- July 15th, 20:37
- calm
I discovered some band yesterday and it's dam cool. They play slow songs. The lyrics damn meaningful. Nice to listen to during rainny days. I noe that they play kinda pop thingy but its great. Ilove this band!!!!!!! today was my comm module. Damn it we must write a proposal. and what did they put me incharge?? budget plan......lol
Any ways now i think i've return back...hahahaa . What i mean was that i got back my groove back. finally feeling great.
All i ever wanted was to fly away with you.....
- Surviving in school now
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- seiko_ren_wan
- July 14th, 11:54
- calm
Well today module is science. MY fav module but I can't really talk to the facci that much ar. I really can't wait for next semm. New modules for next semm man!! anyway today problem is bout cell membrane. damn hard sia. actually its not that hard lah its just my team a bit off today.
Anyways gotta go back to work now blog again later...
Surviving here without love
Nth the seem to be the same
When you change your curve
As Aways I'll say this again
What is love?
- KILL ME THEN HEAL ME???
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- seiko_ren_wan
- July 10th, 19:32
well this past week i feel like as if i'm out of my leagu man.... feeling emo all of the sudden. Feel like am ass.On tues and wed, i was so quite till people tot i was absent from school. My UT is here again damn effed up. No enuff time to go thru all my works. Seriously i was actually acting like an asshole on thurs making fun of that old guy.Man i feel so bad.Well as i said i got my groove back but the prob is i seem can't feet the lyrics for my new song *sigh*.
When friends shakes hand
And ask how do you do
It means I love YOu
- Cuzz.... Fuzzzz.....FUNNNNN!!!!!!!
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- seiko_ren_wan
- July 4th, 23:01
energetic
Well today me and my cuz when looking for the best bargains for shirts berms, cool Ts.So where did we go??? Lil India. You wouldn't believe how much we spend for 4 Ts.10 bucks man.10 bucks for 4 T's.What a bargain man. Well after that we meet my other cousin. Coz she wants to get some stuff there too.
Never thought that one day Ill e a bargain hunter. Man I'm only 18 and i shop cheap stuff with quality.hahaha. And the best part about it is that I dun even have t spend money on food muahahaha.Why coz my cuz wants to treat. Today was super fun. Me and my cuz did a another vid.after i edit them, maybe I'll post them for you enjoyments.haha.
Seeing you with him
makes me realize that
If you are happy, I am happy
- Busy Till I forgot
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- seiko_ren_wan
- July 1st, 9:14
bored
Well today marks the last day of eLearning.Stupid H1N1 virus. because of you all year ones are to stay at home and still do work.damnit.Dun think eLearning is easy. Its hard because you have limits to communicate with your class mates and facci. Its no joy sitting at home and still need to do work.
Well I've catched Tranformers 2.Man what a show. Well there is a lot of funny scenes.And guys Megan Fox is in it.hahaha.Man she is hot,Like the part when she is on the bike. Everything was great but i was kinda dissappointed that devastator did not stand. It crawl like a dog.Anyways the movie is a two thumbs up anyway.
Siting here again
Never tot I'll be Alone
I tot it will be the same
After you are gone
- Killing loneliness with my iTunes
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- seiko_ren_wan
- June 22nd, 19:30
- calm
Today it was damn tiring. couldn't even stand up properly in the lift.and the worst part is my freaking headache.urg!!!!! couldn't even lift my head.so i quickly take my medication and ate it. nvr tot i need them again.
anyways,today class was alright.other than the part that my head was aching.I dunnoe wads the reason for this pain.maybe i'm just totire or smth hahaha.hey must always be happy.even whe your damn tired or having a bad headache.
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- seiko_ren_wan
- June 21st, 21:13
- nostalgic
well the weekend just end.like always every week end, i chillax with my cuz..And as always we would do some stupid stuff. When cuzens unite many stupid ideas came.Well today we went to the estate that i was talking about.man you should see it.the beauty of that estate.well i decide to take pic today but the pic is one of the playground and i was playing on it.hahaahahah.
ahaha.i love this pic man.reminds me of my childhood.when i was a kid playground was like my second home.
miss those times.
Those lost in time
Will hill through shadows and chimes
- When you put yourself in that guys shoe
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- seiko_ren_wan
- June 18th, 20:24
sleepy
Ugh yesterday was damn tiring.slept around 10 plus iI think.I dunnoe wad i did.myabe because it was on of those days that you feel tired for no freaking reason.Did i metion that my ulser is getting worse argh!!!.Well today lesson is not that bad. but during the first meeting my team was dead quiet.no discussion was heard. i did my best to make them talk.but nth happens. it was a good thing that after the break everyone was on the ball.
Well today i rush home after class coz my dad called me to get home fast.I tot it was some kind of emergency or smth.When i got home, he say that we'll dine out for dinner.He called me for that????.OMG hahahhah.i didnt do my RJ and me evaluation @ school because of this!!!!.
Anyways after dinner we walk around the area and i bought myself two diff kind of deo.
NOW I'M DAMN TIRED!!!!!!
- Trying To Take The Lead
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- seiko_ren_wan
- June 16th, 20:55
pissed off
Well today in the morning it rain in my area.The rain actually stop.So when it stop i went out to school lah.But the moment i reach my void deck it start to rain damn heavily.I sms my friend and told them that meet them at the bustop instead of the interchange. When i get to school my jeans where damn fucking wet lah.Dun let me talk about my shoes.They were so wet till i had to take them off.Luckyliy by the end of the day it dries up.
You know sometimes i wonder who leads the team you see.Sometimes when I'm put in charge, before i could even start like somebody else would like take the lead but when they are did a mistake, they blame it on me and only then they recognise me as the FUCKING leader.
Couldn't we just like can dun have a leader??? Well i guess thats life.
I am damned freaking pissed of lah today.Its not that my whole team depend on one member but that particular member did not share what she/he actually find out lah.Honestly we split up the work and we had to focus on our so called task lah.I feel that sometimes these 'kind" of student should not be around lah. Its not like i hate her/him lah but you see he/she wants to do the complicated task and then only told me and my team member a brief on what he/she discovered.
Man i feel bad blogging like this lah.But this is the only way i can let it out.Because of this shit, i could not even focus on my guitar today lah.keep cocking up.Plus my skin is like peeling of lah and its damn irritating.
Today in the morning it was like hell
Class suck like hell
One teammate act like hell
Journey home horrible like hell
THIS MUST BE HELL!!!!
AND THIS ARE MY HELL MATE!
- What you should do if you fall for someone(guys tip)
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- seiko_ren_wan
- June 15th, 22:32
These past few days one of my female friend had been pesterd by two diff guys.I pity her because its like back to back lah. I may not be doctor love but hey this is wad i feel.If you like that someone, you can approach her but not like when you just know her for a few days.come on guys.Girl like to fall for a guy first.Let the girl fall for you lah dumb asses. Pestering her won't help lah.Lets imagine if you are in the girl's shoe.Being ask to be a gf when she only know THAT GUY like a few days.How would you feel.Think man guys.God give you brains.
how you make a girl fall for yu??? well one be a FUCKING GENTLEMEN.Girls like sweet guys.So be sweet.I know guys like to talk dirty but hey control it lah.Talk dirty with your guy friends.Girls are pretty sensitive to this kind of things lah.And please care for them.think about their feelings.Those FUCKING MATREPS dun treat a girl lik they are your fucking pleasure toy lah.I heard matreps have a bout an uncountable ex gf.Please dun be stuck up guys.just be normal lah.try to act cool by walking with your head tilt up.It makes you look damn fucking stuck up.And MOST OF ALL BE YOUR FUCKING SELF!!!!! be down to earth.
Well thats so far what i got for you guys out there.
Let them come to you
Dun push them to fall for you
It makes you look bad
- Whe Life Is Not About You
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- seiko_ren_wan
- June 14th, 16:41
- crappy
Well today stay at home.nth much to do.Tried to get my song writing groove back on but no shits happens.Well i search the web to check out any new bands or nice song.I found out cool new stuff.eventhough some of the shits has been around for years.Well stumble upon Paul Twohill songs.Suprisingly addictive.But many labelled him as a poser.Because of the way he dressed doesn't suits the way he sings.He dress emo in all but actually sings pop.No Wonder people criticise him.hahaha. but hey he's not bad.
Well brrn looking thru my photos and i stumble on my secondary school pics. hahaha the good times. the times when we had teacher that cares about us.hahaha. i miss hanging out with my sec school friends.actually they planning for an outing but its been postpone alot of times.GUYS PLAN IT AND DON'T POSPONE IT!!!!!!
Here I am,This is moment
I'll show you how much you meant to me
- Kill time with cuz
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- seiko_ren_wan
- June 13th, 21:50
crazy
Well today i went out with my cuz.we had fun.as always we will make fun of mats and minahs hahaha.Dun blame me that some mats look dumb with their trucker cap hanging on their head.Maybe one day i should go to the CC(community center) and conduct a "How To Wear A Cap The Right Way" seminar/workshop.Maybe one day maybe.hahaha.well ok back to my damn story.Today went chiling wiyh my cuz.like always we share our story about our school or about music.
So we were on our way to compass point and we decide to take the bus for the first time.hahahaha.coz we like to walk an check out our "surrounding".so in the bus we were busy chatting about funny stuff then there is this chick just sat next to me.oh my chick sat next to me.i was like high lah.hahahaha
On the way home we decide to walk home and we found ouself an estate that is super cool.it got that cond feel.and that by the seaside feel.man the estate is so beautiful it makes me cry inside.
To Be A Human
Is To Care About Others
